as i walk thru this endless night 

my burdens overwelm my senses 

how i wish but for a moment of clear thought

so to see the path that is in front of me

how i wonder and look for meaning to my strife

i can find no rythme or reason for its being

thru countless years and moments of searching

no clear solution has come to me as of yet

are trials and tribulations the norm of life

or do we by chance create them ourselves

is luck or bad luck really existent to us

or do we just use these to deter our own guilt

i feel sometimes that ive created my woes

i feel that maybe i deserve to pay for my mistakes

on caution i ask were these mistakes i made

or just random happenings no real cause to blame

how i wish i could redo some things in life

then wouldnt that be admitting mistakes

wouldnt that answer my questions im seeking

i feel im caught on an endless spinning wheel

darkness has fallen on me one last time

as i sit here wondering these questions 

have i totally lost my touch with reality

or am i seeking the ultimate question

the meaning of life