My mind a whirling race of thoughts
My body aching from the constant tension
My heart weakened by fear and loathing
The loneliness has overtaken my sanity
I can no longer feel the pain or anger
My mind has taken a vacation from reality
my time in this endless night seems infinite
How i wish that i could find the strength
Remove myself from this hidden room
Leave all this anguish alone and deprived
Begin to feel the world around me again.
Have you ever felt these feelings. Desperation beyond what we normally classify as being blue. These depressive states can all but consume every waking minute of your life and can ultimately destroy any energy that you have to even function in normal life. I have for years been in these states and it had practically turned me into a glob of human garbage not caring what happened to me or what i would ever accomplish. through my therapy i have regained my ability to recognize that i deserve more than i was giving myself. I am no longer accepting this state as a fact of my life. i would love to hear some of your ideas and opinions and maybe even your stories of depression. through support and talking we can achieve so much together definitely more than we can alone. Bye for now
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